Before moving out, my ex-roommate left us a book written by his friend, Cooley Windsor. “Visit Me In California” sat around on kitchen table for a little while before I finally picked it up and read the first story, “The Last Israelite in the Red Sea.” The story was completely fantastic so I read a few more stories before stopping to call my mother to tell her about this new find.

“Israelite” is written from the perspective of one of the Jews that followed Moses across the Red Sea into Israel. It is funny, charming, simple and human. It reminds you that at some point, any part of history was somebody’s moment and that even Moses peed.

Another story is written from the perspective of Paris, Helen’s “lover” that started the Trojan war, and yet another from Homer himself, only aging and blind.

I really really really love this book and would recommend it to anyone who likes to be reminded of their own humanity and vulnerability.

Voice doesn’t get any more perfect than this.

From Lakme, an opera I’ve never heard sung live, and one which I’d pay a thousand dollars to fly across the world for, especially if it was sung by these two.
The singers are Anna Netrebko and Elina Garanca. Netrebko is the one with the darker hair… Both of their voices kill me.

In case you hadn’t noticed,
it has somehow become uncool
to sound like you know what you’re talking about?
Or believe strongly in what you’re saying?
Invisible question marks and parenthetical (you know?)’s
have been attaching themselves to the ends of our sentences?
Even when those sentences aren’t, like, questions? You know?

Declarative sentences – so-called
because they used to, like, DECLARE things to be true
as opposed to other things which were, like, not –
have been infected by a totally hip
and tragically cool interrogative tone? You know?
Like, don’t think I’m uncool just because I’ve noticed this;
this is just like the word on the street, you know?
It’s like what I’ve heard?
I have nothing personally invested in my own opinions, okay?
I’m just inviting you to join me in my uncertainty?

What has happened to our conviction?
Where are the limbs out on which we once walked?
Have they been, like, chopped down
with the rest of the rain forest?
Or do we have, like, nothing to say?
Has society become so, like, totally . . .
I mean absolutely . . . You know?
That we’ve just gotten to the point where it’s just, like . . .
whatever!

And so actually our disarticulation . . . ness
is just a clever sort of . . . thing
to disguise the fact that we’ve become
the most aggressively inarticulate generation
to come along since . . .
you know, a long, long time ago!

I entreat you, I implore you, I exhort you,
I challenge you: To speak with conviction.
To say what you believe in a manner that bespeaks
the determination with which you believe it.
Because contrary to the wisdom of the bumper sticker,
it is not enough these days to simply QUESTION AUTHORITY.
You have to speak with it, too.

For more of Taylor Mali’s brilliance, click here.

Frida & Diego

My Diego:
Mirror of the night.
Your green sword eyes inside my flesh. Waves between our hands. All you in the space full of sounds- in shade and in light. You will be called AUXOCROMO- the one that attracts color. You are all the combinations of number. Life. My desire is to understand line form movement. You fill and I receive. Your word crosses all the space and reaches my cells that are my stars of many years retained in our body. Enchained words that we could not say, except in the lips of sleep. Everything was surrounded by the vegetal miracle of the landscape of your body. Upon your form, at my touch the cilia of flowers, the sounds of rivers respond. All the fruits were in the juice of your lips, the blood of the pomegranate… of the mammee and pure pineapple. I pressed you against my breast and the prodigy of your form penetrated through all my blood through the tips of my fingers. Odor of essence of oak, of the memory of walnut, of the green breath of ash- Horizons and landscapes that I crossed with a kiss. A forgetfulness of words will form the exact idiom to understand the glances of our closed eyes.
You are present, intangible and you are all the universe that I form to the space of my room. Your absence shoots forth trembling in the sound of the clock, in the pulse of light; your breath through the mirror. From you to my hands I go all over your body, and I am with you a minute, and I am with you a moment, and my blood is the miracle that travels the veins of the air from my heart to yours.
The Woman
____________________
The Man
The vegetal miracle of my body’s landscape is in you the whole of nature. I traverse it in a flight that with my fingers caresses the round hills, the… valleys, longing for possession and the embrace of the soft green fresh branches covers me. I penetrate the sex of the whole earth, its heat embraces me and in my body everything feels like the freshness of tender leaves. Its dew is the sweat of an always new lover. It is not love, nor tenderness, nor affection, it is the whole of life, mine that I found when I saw it in your hands, in your mouth and in your breasts. In my mouth I have the almond taste of your lips. Our words have never gone outside. Only a mountain knows the insides of another mountain. At times your presence floats continuously as if wrapping all my being in an anxious wait for morning. And I notice that I am with you. In this moment still full of sensations, my hands are plunged in oranges, and my body feels surrounded by you.

La Llorona is a Latin American folk tale of sorts. It is the story of a woman who drowned her children in a river and pays for it by forever mourning for them. If you listen, you can hear her wailing in the rain…
Her story has become a popular song that has been recreated by countless musicians. Here is a version sung by Chavela Vargas, one of my all-time favorite divas:

Vargas’s story is worth looking into on its own. She had an affair with Frida Kahlo way back in the day. Vargas recalls singing to Frida on her sick-bed as Diego Rivera watched for hours in silence. What I would give to be a fly on that wall….

Hover
The imagined center, our tongues
grew long to please it, licking

the walls, a chamber built of scent,
a moment followed by a lesser moment
and a hunger to return.  It couldn’t last.  Resin

flowed glacially from wounds in the bark
pinned us in our entering
as the orchids opened wider.  First,

liquid, so we swam until we couldn’t.
Then it felt like sleep, the taste of nectar

still inside us.  Sometimes a flower

became submerged with us.  A million years
went by.  A hundred.  Swarm of hoverflies,
cockroach, assassin bug, all

trapped, suspended

in that moment of fullness,
a Pompeii, the mother

covering her child’s head forever.

Amber

Nick Flynn is one of the poets that opened my eyes to contemporary poetry. I’m usually a classics fanatic, and I’m grateful when someone who is still alive grabs me with their words. 

It took me several times of reading this poem to understand what it is about, though in retrospect, its absurdly obvious.

While browsing a small art gallery in some tucked away corner of Prague last summer, I stumbled across the etchings of Oleksiy Fedorenko, a Ukrainian born artist about whom I know absolutely nothing, to be perfectly honest.  I just know that I fell completely in love with his work and could not leave the gallery without buying one of his etchings.  This is the one I bought (Big Fish Little Fish):

Big Fish Little Fish

Big Fish Little Fish

Here are a few more I adore:

Beauty

Beauty

Girl With Pear

Girl With Pear

Juggler

Juggler

Person With Bell

Person With Bell

Snail

Snail

Bök is most famous for writing a book of sorts (Eunoia), which uses only one vowel per chapter.  Take a look at Chapter E, if you’re interested in what that looks like. 

I came across this poem of his in a poetry  book about geology.

landslides
drag you down a funnelled pit
through the waist
of an hourglass
into an obliette for all sleepers.

gravel showers
bruise your body till you swoon,
the sand a fluid
solid, spilling time away
into dunes on display in tiny jars.

geology writes
a eulogy for all that it buries
by pressing words, like moths
between pages
of a mammoth encyclopedia.

Annie & Andrew

Andrew Bird has been a favorite of mine for quite some time now, though I have no idea what got me started on his music. His style is incredibly dynamic and evocative. I adore the emotion behind his music.

I randomly came across a breathtaking performance featuring him with Annie Clark (St. Vincent). It’s what seems to be an impromptu jam session type of concert recorded in a Parisian hotel room in April of 2009. Not only is the music fantastic (of course) but the video was beautifully filmed. About half way through, Annie Clark steps in… and her voice somehow reminds me of butterflies. Anyway, watch it here.

 

In an effort to get people to look
into each others eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words per day.

When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say “I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.”

When she doesnt respond
I know she’s used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.

Musings

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